The same question, while I believe people will give many different answers.

,,,,,,

what is "forever"?

I don't know,

asked myself many times,

and, thought about it many times,

and then, one conclusion,

forever" is just one thing that the relating body disppears when one story finishes 

then,

this could be called  as "forever"

about others,

I don't know.

That's it, that's all.

Now,who is writing here is one guy who is totally different from the former one. Of course, they both share the same name, Oliver. I already changed my first job, and, I already started my own company in G.Z.. This month is the second month for me to sit in my own office, the one which is seperate from my fellows. I like this feeling,while I still cannot catch my best feeling for works. I know myself very clearly. This is one thing out of my mind control already. which makes me frieghtened all the time. I love you,baby, while you cannot understand me clearly and always make me very depressed. I always feel that I get so weak that I cannot accept any more pressure. You are my baby, while you cannot give me your hand when I need you, and when I miss you so much. There is only one thing that can make me extremely crazy all these days. That is "loneliness". Our situations are too complicated while I already accepted this situation. What I need now is just your hand, just one message, just one word. You know I love you so much, and you said you know all what I am thinking in my mind. However, why you cannot give me just a little favour to save our relations? You know that is only "fate" to let us know each other, we both should cherish it.I know you already tried your best to understand me, cherish our relations. But why you always leave a very worst memory in your mind about me? I tried many times to let you know that my mind gets so simple now. I don't have any imbalance in my heart now. That is sincere and frank.What I need is just a message, or a word to accompany me during lonely time! That is it! That's all!