very old question, and many people have had asked themselves and replied themselves already the same question after some kinds of stories happened to themselves, while today I played the same role once again, yes, no problem I can, as I get this right from God the same as them.

The same question, while I believe people will give many different answers.

,,,,,,

what is "forever"?

I don't know,

asked myself many times,

and, thought about it many times,

and then, one conclusion,

It is really really great that I can still keep this blog for mine. Thanks host sincerely! And I believe in following days, I will spend more time ane energy in editting here from beginning.

Really long time not to come here,

No excuse for this, just sometimes feel here is not the right place to show my feeling any more.

But, I prefer to keep this blog here, as Yu is here!

And also, this blog is my first blog!

For memory of my true feeling!

I will come here once again soon!

Ha, you appeared once again!

In my dream, wearing a black T-shirt, and having lunch with some girls!

I was looking at you so seriously and carefully, and you also found me beside your table! After a short time's cross-eyed silence, you finally smiled and noded to me!

You are still so beautiful after so long time, just the same as when I met you for the first time!

I am missing you, Yu!

Take care of yourself and good day!

Girl, please do not waste my true love to you any more!

Or, am I wasting my own love by myself?

Just keep on with my love to Yu even if she knows nothing until now!

Take good care of yourself!

oo!

In my mind, Yu is a perfect love image.

That is the reason why I still keep trying to catch her after 261 days from the first sight, I think! Also because of her appearance, I started to find that I also have pursue of my own true love, which only belongs to myself.  Usually, I just treat my love the same as my own career. As a man, I have my own career pursue. But, one day after I came across her, I found pursuing for one true love should be the other half of my life. That could be called as a complete life.

Whether missing is nothing until the right person knows everything?

Missing Yu!

June 5th,2007

Anniversary of Yu's graduation!

Missing Yu!

I am going to leave soon! Leave G, where I have been worked nearly three years since my graduation from my university.

The reason seems to be very simple.

But now I prefer to keep it just in mind!

Actually, I don't know why my mind got filled with so many inconsistencies in the past months, even until now, i still cannot go out of them.

I am not sure what can help me out!

Final decision has already been made even if I am still staying here. Only some time is needed before leaving!

I prefer to write here as there are still not so many friends who know this space and I still can say whatever I want to say!  Actually, I don't want to affect their good mood!

What to say?  ..........

still not confirmed to myself yet!

Maybe, just one word: once decided, just keep insisting on!

No complaints, no more words.

surely I will as that is my choice!